Two Way Mirror
Do unto other what they did to me
is what I say.
Give me more friends that envy me
is what I pray.
Any one who is paying your bills is
where I stay.
Any dog that wears a fancy collar
is with whom I lay.
The world is your to take is what
my mother express.
My father told me; never settle for
anything but my best.
My associates informed me that my
body is all I have.
Friends said if the relationship is
not working, at least I got half.
My boyfriend whisper in my ear, “If
you love me, be mines tonight.”
Later that night he said, “You
go make it harder if you put up a fight!”
I thought it was love, but it was
Only thing I can think about was the
betrayal, thrust after thrust.
I wanted to speak up but his weight
kept me down.
I wanted to scream but I was afraid
of getting slapped around.
All I had the strength to do was look
in his eyes and whisper stop.
Praying he would see my pain, and
get from on top.
But instead of stopping, it intensified.
All I was thinking, was Lord keep
Then all of a sudden like on cue he
But I was afraid to open my eyes,
afraid that this was it.
I open one eye, afraid to see his
eyes staring back act me to.
As my brain was racing saying, “What
did I say, what did I do.”
Why would he do this to me, he said
he loves me.
Well! Well! I do tease him, pacify and please him.
But that doesn’t give him a
right to force his way in me.
I wonder if he would forgive me.
For not being what he wanted me to
But I didn’t say no,
I didn’t scream no,
I didn’t even whisper stop.
I didn’t even murmur stop!
IT’S ALL MY FAULT !